Our yard is being overtaken by wild onions. A month or so ago we noticed a couple of patches of some funny-looking grass. Then when Russ mowed a couple of weeks ago, he recognized the scent of onions after mowing over a couple of medium sized patches of this same grass. Even his shirt smelled like onions when he was done. And now we have two large patches and multiple small spots of wild onions in our backyard.

I'm sure you're thinking, "Is that so bad? Pull them up and eat them!" We might just do that. But for now I'm attempting to get rid of as many as possible. The best way to totally eliminate wild onions is to pull them up completely, bulb and all. Do you know how long this takes?? It's a slow process of digging, pulling and replacing the dirt. I filled half a garbage bag during my hour of de-onioning and I've got many many many more onion plants left to be pulled.
During this time of digging, pulling, and re-dirting, I had plenty of time to think (imbetween checking to make sure Garrett was still all right playing with his chalk and bubble wands). And it struck me how much I hated weeds. Not just wild onions, but weeds of all kinds. They sneak up on you. They try and look like a flower sometimes, fooling you into letting it live another day. And when you ignore it (or water it, as I've done before accidentally) it grows. Then it multiplies. Before you know it, your entire yard is nothing but weeds. Some weeds are better-looking than others but they're still weeds. They still choke the life out of the good things that could be growing in that area of land. Grass, bushes, flowers, vegetables.

And then I had another thought.
We all have weeds in our lives. Sin, anything I allow to separate me from my God, is a weed. Sometimes my sin looks pretty, or at least not so bad or out of the ordinary. So I let it slide. Sometimes it's ugly but I just don't want to deal with it or dig it up. Sometimes it's just more comfortable to let the weeds grow because at least then it feels like you're kind of in control--you're letting it happen. Eventually, though, we have to face our own weeds and what they've done to our lives and hearts. That sin has probably suffocated or pushed out a lot of the good things that used to be there. Is there room for anything truly good in my life when there's sin all over it? Do I want to get rid of these weeds? Do I want to commit myself to getting dirty and sweaty digging them up? Or would I rather live with them even though they're destroying the goodness and blessings God has for me?
The most amazing thing about our God, to me, is that He chose to send His own Son to do the dirty work on my behalf. Yes, I sat back and watched those weeds take over. Yes, I enjoyed the temporary beauty of those weeds. Yes, I ignored gardening advice from others and let the weeds continue growing. But Jesus got down here on earth and yanked those weeds right out. His own yard was perfectly maintained, not a weed in sight. You could even say it was heavenly. :-) But he got down on his knees, blistered his hands, broke his back and took care of all my weeds. It wasn't his yard to worry about, but he did it anyway. Because he loves me! And all I had to do was admit that I'd let the sin-weeds overtake my life, believe that Jesus wants to clean up those sins, and then ask Him to do just that.
Just like my backyard, my heart and life will never be 100% weed-free. That's reality. But since I know the Master Gardner, I try my best to keep the weeds out and nip them in the bud as soon as I recognize one. And He keeps yanking those weeds out, one by one, whenever I need Him to. And now every time I see one of those stinking wild onions, I'm reminded to check my heart for weeds and turn to the One who can make my yard truly beautiful. So, maybe the wild onions aren't so bad after all.
**I know this blog post is out of the ordinary for me but I really felt like God wanted me to blog about it after my attempt at onion eradication. Thanks for reading my long-winded thoughts. :-) Oh, and all the pictures here are of wild onions. The ugly ones and the pretty ones.